What a strange day.
It started with several runs to the bathroom (let's just say that the Percocet that I stopped taking isn't constipating me any longer and leave it at that), and then a feeling of being chilled. No fever to cause the chills. In fact, my temperature was my typical below normal--97.1.
By midday, I was up and about around the house feeling better sitting up for a while, and then laying down for a while. The pain from the incision points is truly minimal at this point. Again, if I sit funny or twist in a funny direction, they'll remind me that they're there, but on the whole, it's pretty much behind me.
As far as the incontinence goes, it seems to be getting better. When I stand (which is when I had experienced the majority of my problems yesterday), things were better today. Not perfect, but better. Fewer and smaller squirts. I really try to control my bladder sphincter through my Kegel exercises when standing.
I probably look funny, because I'll stand in a somewhat bent position, tightening my pelvic floor muscles, and most likely have a goofy look on my face as I stand there, waiting to be sure that nothing will happen. The first three or four steps are also taken quite gingerly.
I really had planned on getting outside and taking a walk down to the end of the cul-de-sac today, but that wasn't in the cards. Maybe tomorrow, weather permitting.
Welcome
When I wrote that banner above, I was just days into this adventure. I'm a pretty analytical guy, and the simple act of writing every day helped me wrap my head around the fact that I had just introduced the word "cancer" into my vocabulary, and it helped me rationalize my treatment options. It also helped keep friends and family informed on my status.
Those daily updates tapered off to weekly updates and eventually to monthly updates (which I continue to do on the 11th of every month, the anniversary date of being told I have cancer).
I've kept this blog going because I remember how helpful it was for me to hear first-hand experiences of other prostate cancer patients. I wanted to return the favor by sharing my own journey in order to educate others and increase prostate cancer awareness.
But I wanted it to be a truthful sharing of details, so you will quickly see that I didn't sugar-coat much of anything. That means that you'll find some pretty graphic descriptions of the male anatomy and biological functions in this blog.
Finally, if you're reading this as a fellow prostate cancer patient, please understand that I am not a medical professional, and you should not construe any of the content of this blog as medical advice. Each case is unique, so please solicit the advice of your own medical team.
I wish you all the best as you go through your own journey.
-- Dan
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